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Monday, September 04, 2006

QUITTING XANGA

Yes read the sign people!! I'm quitting xanga... why you ask? Because Rikku has gotten bored of making xanga layouts and I'm more interested in reading manga and making wallpapers for minitokyo... I might make a wallpapers xanga but that's about it. But that's a MIGHT! So yeah thanks for all of you who supported me. Sorry for those of you who requested and never got it. But hey, I gotta do what I gotta do. Besides, I started school a month ago and it's too much for me to handle with homework and making xanga layouts all to please people, not enough time on my hands. Besides, I'm in the middle of making a manga so if you see the name Ashley Rodriguez or Ashurii as the aritst for a manga book, that's me bizzurd! And for those of you jackasses who cussed me out because I'm a "copier" or w/e, skrew you I don't care because I'm leaving anyway! =P! So yeah... BYE x333 I'll miss you guys... not really lol jk for those who supported me at least

~~Rikku X Ashurii! x33


Thursday, July 27, 2006

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HIATUS... BE BACK SOON!

Sorry for the lack of updates ppl.. for those of you who requested layouts, they're being done please be patient because I'm also doing other things for MT. Anyways more updates later


Sunday, June 25, 2006

A Very Interesting Update....

::EDIT:: Guys, the Gackt icon below me is a JOKE!! Meaning not to be taken seriously!! Some people have been leaving me stupid immature comments about it saying how sick I am and they're all like "Eww you're a sicko blah blah blah" trying to cuss me out saying a bunch of nasty crap. But you know what, it's a J.O.K.E.!! DO NOT TAKE THE ICON SERIOUSLY!! LAUGH AT IT!! HAHAHAHA! LAUGH!!!
Yes just like the title says this is a very interesting update so listen up! I hauled ass trying to get crap done and making layouts, doing life, and other stuff, plus make this layout which by the way too an hour to make ^_~ Do not ask about the fucking JAPANESE/CHINESE LETTERS BECAUSE  I THINK I EFFED IT UP THE LETTERS.... OH WELL! I DON'T CARE AS LONG AS IT LOOKS PRETTY!! But anyways, about life... yes life is pretty interesting... things have happened to me that I never thought would actually happen. Like 3 weeks ago, my dad told me to use this Pantene Pro-V shampoo and I didn't read the lable so I'm like "O_o okay whatever.." But it turns out the label said "For women of color hair" meaning it was for like chick's hair who need a relaxer... yeah my hair's straight I don't need a relaxer! Then my hair was effing oily for about a week and I used everything to try and get it out and nothing worked. So then I had to use the AJAX dish soap because it had a degreaser in it! I was like "WTF! I'm washing my hair with dish soap... oh bisss.. XD" Yeah but it actually worked. Yeah you see how long I can talk about my hair lmao! Okay anyways... so yeah summer so far is pretty good and boring at the same time. I've kind of become more anti-social with people and I lost contact with a lot of my so-called "friends." I'm already stressing out about school because the jackasses (thats a donkey ok dont take it offensively) of Freedom rejected me.. They gave me a crap reason too.. they said that they were at capacity when I sent in the application to go there like a month before they started accepting people so I'm like "uggh whatever I'll go to a magnet school because like hell I'm not going to Wharton." Oh my god I don't wanna go to Wharton because it was bad enough getting into fights at Benito because there's so many assholes! I'd rather go somewhere where I don't know anyone than a place of everyone that I've known for awhile. So yeah I applied for Blake High school... jeeze I hope I get accepted I'm stressing about it so much because I'm scared they're gonna make me go to effed up school Wharton! -_- Whatever enough about school.


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Yay!! Doki made me a 4th of July present! Thank you Justine I heart it! ^^ It's so prettyful.

Layouts.... weeeee
Some of these were requests but the rest I made on my own time.

Us or a Memory (featuring Cloud & Tifa)
CLICK HERE FOR A WORKING PREVIEW
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*Happy Birthday (featuring Cloud)
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GET THE CODES
* has goodies like a song or foreign letters written on it

Crime Scene Waltz (featuring Hinata Hyuuga from Naruto)
CLICK HERE FOR A WORKING PREVIEW
GET THE CODES

Pieces of a Dream (featuring Lenne & Shuyun - Final Fantasy X-2)
CLICK HERE FOR A WORKING PREVIEW
GET THE CODES

Yes four new layouts, so enjoy...

Okay... pissed

Yes you heard me, I'm pissed... you know why?! Because I keep finding little mother effers who keep stealing songs that I UPLOADED, songs that CHARLENE UPLOADED! Yeah 98% of my songs on my playlist are uploaded onto either mines or Charlene's uploading account and all you little posers who got the "Hikari "Godson Remix" from people who stole it from me, you better thank me because I'm the one who uploaded that one on here! Not just those links people have been stealing, but other links as well.. hello, do you guys have any respect for my bandwidth? If these little effers keep stealing links, it'll be posted in too many places meaning the site I use to upload songs is going to start putting a bandwidth limit! So DO NOT STEAL!! Aslo some jackasses are asking me very stupid questions. For one, they're requesting in places they're not supposed to, I'm getting a ton of comments about stupid things and this one dude on my cbox accused me of jocking! I'm like "WTF?! Go away!" But whatever I'm over it... I'm just glad I don't have any jockers... Haha it's so funny though how I never have any jockers... HAHA! I guess you can't steal a layout code like this without it being noticed so easily.. HAHAHAHA faggots... lol don't mind me I'm just rambling on because I don't know XD!

BLUE BIRD SINGLE RELEASED!!

If you are an Ayumi Hamasaki fan listen up! If you like buying her singles and albums and crap, buy her new single!! It is a must-have item! It's called BLUE BIRD/Beautiful Fighters. I preordered it and I got the poster of the single cover (it's so pretty! ^_^) and the single which has the DVD of the PV's in it... IT IS TOO AWESOME!

Tracklisting

1. BLUE BIRD "Orignal mix"
2. Beautiful Fighters "Original mix"
3. Ladies Night ~another night~
4. BLUE BIRD "Harderground mix"
5. BLUE BIRD "Original mix -Instrumental-"
6. Beautiful Fighters "Orignal mix -Instrumental-"

This tracklisting is directly from the booklet as from what I'm reading. It's a must-have item. So go to http://www.yesasia.com and buy it! Search for BLUE BIRDBLUE BIRD is the perfect summer song, it's so fun ^_^. Beautiful Fighters is a cute song too, watch the PV it's soo cute. Ladies Night ~another night~ is a hard rock remix of the original Ladies Night from Ayumi's latest album (miss)understood. The BLUE BIRD "Harderground mix" is a totally awesome upbeat trance remix of the song. It's so cool you'd definitley like it.. so go buy it!! (I feel like I'm on a commercial lmao!!)

Okay enough of that... Now, I can't wait for Andrea to come back. She's coming back for the summer in July so I'm waiting for that.. because, I MISS MY HOE!! *cries* Yes I love her lol XD Okay.... You wanna know what else?! I went to Wal Mart the other day (yes of all places lol) and there was this chick talking sh*t about bisexuals. I was like "umm excuse me, I'm bisexual." And she's like "...what's your point?" I'm like "That means you don't need to be going around talking sh*t about bisexuals because you straight people aren't so clean yourself! You over here talking about how we're so perverted when you're dressing like a skank!" I walked away I didn't wanna waste my time with her. Whatever. I heard her yelling at me I just stuck the finger at her. I was like "whatever man.." I'm bi and I'm damn proud and any of you who wanna think of me different because of it, then skrew you! Yes I said skrew not screw (sounds cooler) I'm proud!

By the way, sorry for the cuss words in there, but seriously... I had to.. my apologiez. I don't normally talk like that

Also some people are sending me messages about the Gackt icon in the entry... omg guys, it's a joke! Meaning it's not supposed to be taken seriously... GET OVER IT!!!!

Okay that's enough rambling for now...

COPYRIGHT Rikku © HAYASHIXTENSHI


Monday, May 29, 2006

Huzzah! Over 5 Years in the unofficial graphics biz

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Teh heh! Yay! lol I won 2nd place! Now click here to go to Lihn's site! And vote for me!

Well I am so glad school is over!! The last official day was Thrusday but my last day for me was Wednesday. I was getting so sick of everyone! The only people I wasn't sick of was my friends! I didn't go to last day of school because I didn't feel like it.. I'm too lazy =P I talked to Carlos the other day and he said that it was a bunch of girls crying and stuff. I'm like "omg w/e!" I'm very blazé and purposely sarcastic about the situation because most of them are going to the same school next year which is Wharton. like 5 percent of the girls who are going to Freedom aren't all like "OMG I'LL MISS U AHHH I WANNA DIE!" Dude get over it! Because if you guys are really friends, have you ever heard of hanging out with friends over the summer? Have you ever heard of a phone or Instant Message? Ever heard of movie theatres or malls or anything like that? Hmm, you should read about them, very interesting =D I was so scared on the last day of the exams because that's when they were giving out the grades for the exams... here's my final grades:

Algebra -- 68% D -- God jeeze! I could've done better! I was so scared that I was going to fail because if you fail math, u fail the grade! Yeah it sucks but I passed =D

US History -- 98.3% A -- Haha! Yes I always pass that class... except on one of the semesters I got a frickin D because of some major Indian project I turned in a day late.. =P But whatever I passed

Science -- 99%  A -- Easy class! People suppose that if you don't have a good attitude about something, then you can't accomplish it. That's not true. I was so blazé about the class because Mr. Tullis was so annoying!! He talked too damn much and the most boring thing I learned about in there is about rocks... jeeze so boring I fell asleep in every lesson about it but I always managed to pass the tests @_@ Oh well

English/Language Arts -- 87% B -- I'm at a college reading level (which explains why I sometimes use such big words when I talk or type) but some of the stuff there like the detailed parts of grammar that no one pays attention to was confusing because it's like "no one pays attention to it, we just know it, hello!?! 0_o"

PE -- 81% B -- I'm so surprised I passed with that grade. Because I absolutley hate P.E. I don't like getting sweaty if I have a bunch of classes to attend to you know. If I'm gonna get sweaty, at least let me do it where I don't have to smell for the rest of the day so I don't smell like metal.. yes my sweat smells like metal according to my sister, which isn't that bad because other people's sweat smells like rotton ass =D

Drama -- ?% C -- Ms. G. didn't tell me my exact grade, but I got a C because I didn't present my monologue. It was this thing where we had to take a character from something, I chose Kairi from Kingdom Hearts and we had to take a passage from what they say or write something of what they would say. Then we had to cut out clothes from a magazine and stuff of what they would wear. But yeah I didn't present it therefore I got a C!

Aren't some of you surprised? Considering on how much of an attitude I have, I still manage to pass school, get through life, kick anyone's ass who gets in my way and deal with posers on xanga.. interesting... isn't my life so adventerous?? Yes it is and you know it  Also I'm just like so mad because I got denied to Freedom High School!! ARRG!! They gave me a crap reason!! They said that the grade capacity was full! But that's hard to believe considering 97% of the 8th graders in the neighborhoods allowed to go to that school are going to Wharton! My parents are gonna try and get me into Freedom because I'd rather nail myself to the cross of Jesus than frickin go to Wharton. If I can't go to Wharton then I'll go to a magnet school. But either way, the good news is that I don't have to deal with that stupid hoe who I hardly ever see who hates me so much. It's funny how people can talk so much crap but they're not willing to do anything. When people mess around with me in my face I'm like "Dude you need to back the hell off." Then they're all like "Ohh I'm scared! You ain't gonna do shit!" I'm like "Oh you think so? Say I won't!" They're like "Bitch you won't!" So I'll hit them right in the face. Wether I get my ass kicked or not at least I'm not like them who say shit and don't do anything. Oh yeah, yet another example of being fake... take the mistakes of these miserable mofos and use it to learn how to make your life better please =.=

I noticed I have a lot of requests to do... it's a lot for me because I haven't had that many requests in awhile! For those of you who I haven't did your requests yet, please be patient! I do have a life you know. O_o You see, I've been working with graphics & design for over 5 YEARS!! Yes over 5 years. That means I started when I was 10! I'm turning 15 this year so you count 2006 as 5! But notice I don't go around acting like I'm all cool and stuff and start showing off like I'm the hot shit unlike a lot of people who are so low and they act like they're so cool because they don't know how to be mature and original for once in their lives!! But I was on AncientWhisper's site earlier and I was reading her entry and she's right about the whole poser thing. But I must admit, I have done some things that look like other people's but I don't do it on purpose. I don't copy their style or anything. If you think about it, not EVERYONE can be fully original. There's gonna be something that's gonna look like someone else's. But the thing's she specifically mentions, she's right about. I usually get my ideas off of websites off of xanga because I like going to different websites and crap. Most people on xanga "get" their "ideas" from people on xanga because.. well, they're POSERS!! Okay so she mentioned the right aligned layout with the scrollbar on the left. Okay I have that; AncientWhisper if that bothers you, I'm sorry but it's only temporary..... my next layout's going to probably be aligned to the center or the left and if it's aligned to the right, then the module positions might be switched around because I like a good change. Oh yeah, for those of you who have a lot of experience in graphics, just comment me and tell me what your main style(s) are and then show me an example of your work. I want to know this because I'm just trying to compare to see if anyone is really copying anyone or to see how many other styles there are out there. My main styles are techno/grunges & gradient blending/simple abstract. Simple abstract is basically like the style of Samurai Champloo art style if you know what I mean if you were to visualize it as graffiti painting. My little apprentice Doki (AmaixDokixDesigns a.k.a. Justine) is still developing her main style(s). Teh heh, KEEP UP THE WORK DOKEH!! lol!!

I've made a new goal! I'm going to download every single Ayumi Hamasaki song and upload it on my playlist. And that also includes songs off of her CYBER TRANCE presents ayu-trance albums and her ayu-mi-x albums as well. EVERY SINGLE SONG!! I WILL KNOW IF YOU STEAL THEM BECAUSE THERE ARE A TON OF AYU SONGS THAT AREN'T ON XANGA! So if you steal them I will fucking bitch at and kill you. I'm a HUGE fan of Ayumi Hamasaki and I MUST download all of her songs for here as a tribute to her. I already have every single song of hers on my mp3 player but I need to put them on here.

Okay you know how you do something to symbolize a season? For example, you drink hot cocoa in the winter because it's cold. You drink lemonade or eat ice cream for a most favored snack because it's hot. Well since I'm kina "different", I've developed a wierd summer hot chocolate addiction. I've been have 2 packages of hot chocolate for the past week already. I have one left from the 10 box package my dad bought a week ago. It actually lasted a week and a half though O_o. But yeah it's wierd because I'm in Florida and you wouldn't expect someone who lives in such hot weather to be drinking hot chocolate in the middle of the day. Whatever it's just a random thought.

Also I've been bouncin around for like almost 3 hours because I'm trying to learn how to dance like Se7en... yeah like Se7en from his Passion video. It's hard! You try learning!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoDfuF1SlAg&search=se7en%20passion%20dance

It's not as easy as they make it look. I just wish there was an instructional video to break it down a bit. I already got the first 6 dance steps down and I have about a billion more to do!! XD

But yeah I'mma make some more layouts tomorrow if I have time and post them later.. night ^_~


Saturday, May 20, 2006

I'm back! New updates on the site!! LAYOUT REQUESTS=OPEN! READ!!

::EDIT:: [Monday, May 22, 2006]
THE FOLLOWING PARAGRAPH(S) BEFORE PRESENTING THE LAYOUTS HAVE CUSSING BECAUSE I WAS PISSED. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT HOW PISSED I AM AT POSERS, THEN DO NOT READ.. THANK YOU!!

Okay another update... and that's because I had a request that I had to do and also I made another layout.
First before I give the layout, here's something I want everyone to know. This may seem stupid to a lot of you but it just bugs me so I'm going to say this wether anyone likes it or not. If you haven't noticed, some xangas have the Hikari (Godson Remix). That wasn't on xanga before... nobody had it.. you know why? BECAUSE I'M THE ONE WHO FOUND THAT SONG AND UPLOADED IT! Then some jackass (I don't know who) just decided to use my link and give it to everyone else!! And yeah if you're new to my site, you'll see that I only have about 30 something songs on it so far. Well I really have like 400 and sumthing songs because I have to finish moving all my songs from the old music player 2 the new one. The only people I gave the song to are Charlene and Justine (AmaixDokixDesigns)!!! Everyone, STOP USING MY G-DAMN LINK!!! God jeeze stop being such damn posers!! I know it may seem stupid that I'm bitching about this but whatever fuck yall who want to give me a hard time about it!! Now I'm not getting mad at anyone who didn't know! But I am the one who uploaded the song in the first place and I was the first one to have it. If you wanted the song, you could've just asked me about it! This isn't to all, but to those assholes that don't know how to FUCKING READ, I said DO NOT TAKE ANY SONGS OFF OF MY PLAYLIST!! Because 98% of the songs are uploaded by me and Charlene. And stealing our links will just make you a lame ass poser!! At least ask permission god jeeze!! Even though I won't give it to you, at least I'll know you're curteous!!!

Another thing, I see a lot of people suddenly using skin layouts because everyone is using one! For all you posers out there, in case you didn't know, the people who actually make REAL skin layouts actually know what they're doing! For those of you who are trying to improve and want to make good layouts, congradulations to you. But for those of you who make a shit ass skin layout and then you'll write something stupid like, "OOOMGGG!! Guys I made diz awesome layout!! Don't it look cool? It took me 1000000 hours to make!! Don't jock it!! And also leave commentz and tell me how u like diz layout plzzzzzzzzz!!" .....My response = Shut the fuck up! Because 99% of you who do that don't know what the fuck you're doing so you make some stupid shit layout and then act like you're so awesome because of it! Dude if you make a layout that's like not so good and you don't act like some asshole who would write something like that, THEN YOU ARE MY HERO!! My strongly reccomended advice, leave the skin making to those that actually know and want to know what they're doing and don't go acting like they're the shit! Shut up!! GET A LIFE!!! POSERS!! And another thing!! I've been going around to some people's sites (I'm not saying names) and I've seen people who are like trying to copy my style or something that I do! You know what I've noticed, people who've been around long enough to know peoples' styles and other things, they go around copying them... why?! BECAUSE THEY ARE POSERS!! ALL YOU DICK-NOSES NOSES KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! STOP BEING POSERS YOU FAKE DUMB FUCK TARDS!! I already have to deal with FAKE people (yes I said F-A-K-E!!) every single day! I go on xanga to chill and I see MORE posers every day! Because people don't know how to be original!! If you know that I'm bi-sexual, and you wonder why I don't have a girlfriend or a boyfriend, IT'S BECAUSE 99% OF PEOPLE IN HIGH SCHOOL AND MIDDLE SCHOOL/JR. HIGH ARE FAKE!! FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For those of you who know Justin, why do you think I get along with him so well? I swear it's called the school of fuckin Barbie Dolls!!! STOP BEING POSERS YOU DUMB JACKASSES!!!

-sigh- Ok... I've said that... now that I've said that, now onto the layouts >=D

Stellar Athlac, here's your request:
CLICK HERE FOR A WORKING PREVIEW 
Also anyone who loves girly layouts and who wants to use this is free to use it while they're looking at this entry because I'm not putting this up for public use... why? Because it's just waaaaaay too girly for me.. Yeah too girly. But it WAS a request so I did it for them... so yeah... another layout I made yesterday:

INSPIRE Me (featuring Ayumi Hamasaki)
Single cover: INSPIRE c/w GAME 

CLICK HERE TO SEE A WORKING PREVIEW
CLICK HERE TO GET THE CODES
I even have scans from the CD single cover and the DVD cover.
INSPIRE c/w GAME single CD: http://img424.imageshack.us/img424/9792/inspirecd9ut.jpg

INSPIRE c/w GAME DVD:
http://img466.imageshack.us/img466/9134/inspirecddvd1zt.jpg

Besids, people were asking me to make more Ayumi Hamasaki layouts and I plan to as well. Also I plan to make other Asian idol lays like this but for right now, let's leave it at this =P lol... Enjoy the scans.
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Oh boy!! It's been like a million years since I updated. Well I've been busy so it's been hard just making a layout and doing other things for xanga... but I managed to get it done, it just took me a long effing time! O_O But why have I been so busy you ask? Well duh! I got like 3 projects due next week! Uggh so frustrating! Plus I crammed the night before for my math exam... well not actually cram since I knew how to do most of the stuff, just crammed on the things I didn't know how to do... =.= I can't wait untill school's over! Only like 4 more days thank god!! O_O! It's so annoying! The people are annoying and so are you! XD j/k guys! lol But yeah I've been doing ok. Well I have some very important updates you should know about...

Okay first thing's first... I entered a contest at [[Shia_Designs]]!! At every contest I will enter a banner and/or layout, VOTE FOR MEH PLEASE ^_^

Well as you can see, I didn't update when I had that "Fantasy Figher" layout... why? Because I wasn't gonna update with a layout I didn't like. Yeah idk why I made that, it was a waste of time for me after I realized it -_- But I did make 2 new layouts. Yes it's been a really long time since I have made a layout and since school is almost over I'll be able to take care of things and make layouts every week or so. So yeah. There will be more >=D.

NEW LAYOUTS & BANNER!!
Yeah there's new layouts here that I made. I think on my next update I'll make 3 instead =P Well here they are:

Two Hearts, One Mind
CLICK HERE

Pure Creativity (featuring Naminé)
CLICK HERE TO SEE A WORKING PREVIEW
CLICK HERE TO GET THE CODE

My Fight (featuring Reno)
CLICK HERE TO SEE A WORKING PREVIEW
CLICK HERE TO GET THE CODE

Well hope you enjoy the layouts ^_^ NO JOCKING!!

Okay another announcement...

RANDOM SECTION
If you haven't checked the navi bar, please do. What used to be that lame ass rules section is now a random chat section. Here's how it works. You can basically write about anything except highly detailed sex and violience. Yeah. No one wants to know if you fucked a girl and how wet her pussy was or the intestines of a guy in a fighting game that you killed... you get my point?? Okay well yeah all you have to do is leave a comment in there... it could be about anything doesn't matter. Randomness is a good thing, remember that ^_~ You can even post pictures if you want to, whatever. I'll be checking there every day to see if someone posted and whatever comment they left, I'll post it in the entry so everyone will know what to respond to or whatever. If you don't get it then you'll see soon enough. Just check there when you're done reading this entry (if you are reading it)

Yay! I feel sorta special and sorta not. I thought I had like at least 500 subscribers. I only have 212!!! -_- Come on guys, TELL PEOPLES ABOUT ME!! I NEED TO BE KNOWN XD! I also have a blogring but I gotta look for it so people can join it. Well yeah if you guys haven't read my FAQ, you should. It explains my affiliating policy. I DO NOT affiliate with newbs! Sorry, nothing personal, it's just to save space on my site. I DO NOT affiliate personal sites (ones that don't make layouts) or non anime or video game layout sites. I DO affilate graphic sites, but you can't be a newb at it. If you want to be an affilate of mine, all you have to do is get good at making layouts and/or graphics... (in case you didn't know I did this as a motivator for people if they really like making layouts or graphics to get better). So yeah...

Also in case you didn't read the title, layout requests are open!! Yeah so go request now or else I will stab you with a very very hot french fry XD!! I'm getting a new tracker as well so... yeah.. watch out fucking jocking bitches!! >=D

Now about my layout... yes it's Shuyin and Yuna not Tidus and Yuna... why? Well Tidus and Yuna make an awesome couple, but in the Farplane scene in FF X-2, her and Shuyin just look so kawaii together!! That's my opinion though so you don't have to agree with me. Besides the Farplane Glen scene was one of my favorite scenes in the game so deal with it XD. As you can see it's not in my usual style but I was experimenting with brushes and stuff and photographic art instead. I'm still experimenting so you'll probably see different styles of different things. I'm unique ok! God! lol

SONG TIME!! XD

I've decided to become a musician and a song writer because I love music so much and I'm going to do it for like street performances and local cafe perfomances and such. Nothing big and celebertyish. The reason why I don't wanna get all Brad-Pitt famous is because I still want to go to Full Sail college (that's a college in Orlando, Florida for computer animation, video game design, etc stuff like that. Also they can help me specialize in anime ^_~), and reach my dream goal. I started writing songs like 2 weeks ago and so far people that I've showed them to like them. Also my sister bought 2 guitars with her paycheck money (and the guitars weren't through the roof expensive either) so I'm learning how to play the acoustic guitar with her. And on the songs that I really do like or ones that would become popular, I'm going to also write those in Japanese and/or Spanish. These were all written by me so steal any of my lyrics and die bitch! >=D No seriously don't steal because you're too lazy to write your own shit!

NOTE: IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY LYRICS, THEN DON'T WRITE A LONG ASS ENTRY SAYING HOW MUCH YOU HATE IT! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!  IF YOU WANT TO TELL ME HOW I CAN IMPROVE THEN YOU CAN. ALSO IF YOU LIKE MY SONGS AND YOU WANT TO WRITE A GOOD COMMENT THEN YOU CAN. NEGATIVE COMMENTS ARE NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE IT'S NOT CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISISM. Seriously guys I don't want a whole comment like "Omg! You suck I don't even know why you write all this shit blah blah blah!!" Constructive critisism is when you actually give suggestions and give your opinion on it, wether it's good or bad! If you don't like it, then just say something like "I didn't like it that much" and just tell me how I can improve. I have to say all this because some people (not all) are very stupid and have no common sense whatsoever so they think and act on impulse!... by the way, my artist name is LaYne.. and now for the songs ^_^

Presents (English)
written by LaYne (inspired by Teddy Bear by Ayumi Hamasaki)

Do you remember last night? Before
you kissed me good night, you
said "Look at your hands when you wake
up in the morning
I will be here when you do."

I went to sleep so happy, feeling
loved and wanted, so eager
to see what this gift was

Your kisses, your sweet touch
meant it all. What could
you possibly need to give?

Do you remember last night? Before
you kissed me good night, you
said "Look at your hands when you wake
up in the morning
I will be here when you do."

Dreaming a pleasant dream
about when we first met
What could this gift be?
I held your hand all night

Do you remember last night? Before
you kissed me good night, you
said "Look at your hand when you wake
up in the morning
I will be here when you do."

I slowly opened my eyes to the
bright sun shining.
I saw that
you were gone from where you lay

I looked at my hands, a note
in my left,
a ring in my right
It said "I am sorry but I have to go.

I don't know if I'll come back. Forgive
me. Please wait for my return
with the presents I left you."

~I love you... tears
flooded my eyes while I thought of
your last words to me.
I will hold onto these presents until you return...
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That's just one song I wrote. I wrote more but I'll post them up later or probably in my next entry. When I get good enough, I'll make an album. It's going to be called Reality's Illusions. I can do this, I know I can because practice makes perfect right? And I'll have my friends to supoort me... so yeah!! ^_^

My life... yay....
Yeah nothing much going on except people being gay as usual. There's this one chick who lives on my complex who just like hates me and I don't even know who this chick is or anything about her. She just hates me for whatever reason. She won't do anything, she's all talk so I'm like, "You know what, I'm not even gonna bother." But I can't be in the same room as her becaue I'm scared that I'm probably gonna get into a huge fist fight with her and then I'll get suspended and I have like 4 days of school left so I can't do that. Thank god I don't have ANY classes with her and she's not in my lunch period either. I don't even see her in the neighborhood or in the hallways either but when I do see her she gets all mad and she goes and tells her friends "Oh I hate that hoe! Blah blah blah!" I'm like "O_o Wtf?! And you are??" The only thing that I know about her is that her name is Marsha... XD lmao!! Like Marsha from the Brady Bunch, what an ugly name XD No offense to anyone's name is Marsha... But sometimes my bus breaks down and the first half of my neighborhood has to ride with the 2nd half of my neighborhood and she's on that bus. The 2nd half of the neighborhood has all the bad kids on it but still god it's so annoying. I can't be on that bus anyways because it's WAAY too many people and it's in a cramped space so I get claustrophobic. But if I'm at a concert with a whole lot of people, I won't freak out because it's in an open area =P Anyways this chick hasn't done anything but if she wants to do a street brawl, she knows where I live. I'll be waiting for her with a large chef knife >=D I won't kill her... I'll just torture her. But that's only if she wants to walk into my torture chamber XD

Well yeah that's all that's there... laterz!

~*RikkU*~ (© HAYASHIXTENSHI@XANGA.COM)



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